HAHA

HA HA OK well Guitar Hero is the most addicting game you could ever play it is so fun. when i went to Vancouver my brother bought it for me for Christmas( we had a little x-mas thingy) and yeah ever since then i haven't been able to stop it is so retartedly dumb yet so fun. well that's all i just had to laugh about it and i shall write another one the last one till Jan 8 or so since tomorrow(Thursday) is my last day at school :) WAHO cant wait fro every thing to happen :)

My Friend Matt :(

well one of my good friends from Williams Lake .Matt. is in the Hospital in a Coma and he might not Wake up. :( and i am really hoping he get better he was like an older brother to me and i really hope he comes to and he isn't a noodle :( i am going to see him Friday and i hope that's Steve and curt are still there ( Matt is there cousins) and Steve and curt are pretty much my brothers and i really hope i get to see them tomorrow well ill post back what happens.


best wishes to Matt B and his family hope you get better.

...

well there is 15 more days till Christmas and I'm am DAM excited.:) it is going to be so good be be on a Lil vacation away from school its been so long so far but to think happy i am hopefully going to Williams Lake on the 26/27(not sure yet) for a good 4+ days so I'm getting excited for that. It is almost new years also and that should be good to be staying at my friends IN WILLIAMS LAKE it will make me happy since i wanna move back so so so badly.

Bronchitis :(

well.. Tuesday i went to the hospital because i could bearly breath. so my mom took me to the hospital in 100 mile when i got there they hooked me up to this scary breathing thing that i had to breath deeply into for about an hour i did that, then they were taken so long cuz there was a bigger thing going on with someone els. So eventually i just said F&^% it and told the lady at the desk to send my X-rays and wut not to the walk in clinic the lady there gave me some prescription for a puffer and pills and now i am waiting till Monday to go back for a check up unless they call, and if they call ti means something bad is wrong with me (what the lady told me) EK i don't wanna be sick anymore it SUCKS.

WAHOO

WAHO YAY i REALLY love it when i go back to Williams lake to visit it was the greatest weekend ever!!! i had such a blast chillen out Friday: went cosmic bowling( strobe lights and just alot of cool lights it was really cool then just chilled out at my buddy Aaron's place then saturday i chilled out with my friend Randi all day watched movies and wut not with her then Saturday night was just not aloud to write about on here and then Sunday just chilled ( doesn't sound like much but :) so much fun !!!

hmm.........should i or no

Well.... one of my best friends is going to the army as an ammunition technician and ever since he told me that the other day its been on my mind alto AGAIN since last year i though about it ) and i dint no cuz now I'm thinking about it till i grad and once i grad i should have my mind made up if i should join or not, might just be a thing I'm going threw but i really wouldn't mind going for a couple years well ill write back and say what my answer will be.

.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,

Well i am really excited for the next time i get to go to Williams lake to see every one..Ive really missed alot of my friends and the next time i go down i get to meet up with a really good friend of mine and she said if i don't meet up with her she will be very upset with me and wont ever talk to me so i think it will be an interesting weekend next time i go to Wl but for the most part this weekend will be just as fun since i get to sit on my ass and probably do nothing but i have turned a new leave and I'm gonna try and just say F&%^ it and think positive and not get down over stupid little things.

poem i found

I tried so hard, can’t you see… it took all of me.
How lovely she is to me,
But we… will never be.
AND the easiness it is to please me,
No one can see,
But I thought that you,
You were the right one for me.

And pretending that I don’t care,
So much confusion in the atmosphere,
How could I be so blind?
So blind to the smell of her hair
Lovely, so lovely are my thoughts,
But thoughts are not always the reality.

But, would it really be worth it in the end?
The goodness of my soul is vulnerable,
Vulnerable to too many uncountable, uncontrollable things

All of which may be used for one’s own good.
Too much of my time wasted,
Too much of my heart ached,
Too much bullshit

Over and over again,
Lies, regrets, and pain,
Temptation, relaxation,
And Frustration

As I run and run in circles… I stop,
I hesitate… and,
The circle keeps going,
Round and round I’m wondering when it will end?

How happy you are capable of making me,
I wish I was capable of giving the same to you,
That feeling of happiness and glory…

But why can’t you see?
JUST how much you mean to me.
Good will of people doesn’t come often,
And good will is what I wish to use.

Wonderful, but wondrous and unconditional,
Unexplainable, and most of all unlimited amount of love,
It feels like my heart dropped,
Dropped to the bottom of the ocean like an atomic bomb,
Going so fast and having so much power,
Swallowed whole like nothing else in the universe is there,
How do I fix this feeling?

Well… the simple words being spoken of,
Give yourself up to me…
Or just,
Please love me.

Do not cry I say,
But that is how I got played.
She listens to my words but not to me
Mind over matter I say,
Hopefully I will listen to myself one day…

Willing to give up so many things,
Things that you ask of me,
I would be glad to agree,
But maybe the biggest thing I need to give up,
Is the pain and suffering of you not accepting me,
Or maybe the heart warming feeling of being around you,
Is just getting to me.

hongcover/states

Well this weekend i went to Van with my MOM to see my brother and his g/f Jenn it was really good weekend VERY LONG and lots of walking around it was nuts....ended up going down to Seattle it was a really really fun weekend haven't seen Justin and Jenn for a long time since August Long weekend. all in all it was a grand weekend and i found some stuff out while i was there talking to people so it even was good too.

WEEKENDS prt2

Well the apst 2 weekedns obviesly were insanely fun, and i was very happy that i started to forget about some shti then i get home monday,and that alllllll.....changes :( evrythign comes back and kikes me squar in the nuts/heart witch really blows but oh well

last 2 weekends

Well the last 2 weekends have been so SO SO SO!!!!!fun i was in Williams lake both weekends seeing my best friend Steve. it was so fleeken fun i was Finlay starting to be happy again :) witch i will comment on in my next blog... well they were probably the funnest weekends i have ever had in a LONG LONG LONG time. i can't wait till i get to go back HOPEFULLY before Christmas but I'm not 2 sure yet but i shall see.

Halloween

Well Halloween wasn't to bad i guess walked around wit brad and a couple other people was just chillin out walken around watched the fireworks then walked over to tays and chilled there. So yeah pretty good Halloween i guess.

La Coka Nostra

well this band La Coka Nostra, they are friken SICK they are so aswem probly some of the best underground hip hop i have ever listend to, they has a couple good singers in there band like everlast,illbill they are 2 good bands too i cant beilive i jsut herd of these guys they are aswem

DRAMA/weekend

oh wow does this town have so much freeken drama in it, it is prety much pathetic. Well now that i siad that this weekend hopefully will be fun i am goin to WL to see my brother Steve, his kinda roommates are throwing a big halloween party so it should be quit fun ecspecaly since i ahevnt seen him in a LONG LONG time so it is quit exciteing. the last time i went to Williams Lake was i think.......augest 1st-longweekend-.well i really hope this is going to be a fun weekend i think i need this...to get outa and jsut let lose and not stress about anything.

life....

Well i officiously hate my fucking life it has gone straight to shit the past like 2 weeks. the past like couple days that i have been home have been so rough i don't no what to do, last night me and my parents got into he worst fight (probably worst ever) my mom almost hit me and me and my dad surprisingly never got into a fist fight. well i have been debating weather of not to just leave somewhere away from this town or to stay and find someone to live with or what to do i don't no, but Al's i no when i get home today(Tuesday after school) that it is going to be very very very different and allot of things wont be the same.well don't no if i can add to this but i have to go now

AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WELL FIRST THINGS FIRST.... I'm not the smartest cat in the hat on the weekend (Saturday night) i ended up letting Guitanna shave my head. We were down at Taylor's and we were all "hangen out" and Guitanna ask if she could shave my head, at first i said NO! then i was like AH whatever nothing better to do and ended up gone in about 30 min. When she was shaving it off my hair is so thick that it HURT so much from my hair being so thick and long. ANYWAYS ill post back and see how dam cold i get over the next week or 2.

I-Pods

Well First off i think that this stupid ipod , diskman and wut ever music player in school classrooms is RETARTED. Well If u are lsitening to it when the teachers are talking then yeh you should get in truble but when you are working on the internet or doing your own thing when no teachers are talking you should be aloud, for me my diskman helps me work on EVRYTHING it keeps me from talking to other people i jsut sit down turn on music and zone out on my work and get it done. SO!!... i think that the personal music player should be aloud in classes IF u have it at a resonable loudness and u arnt lsitening to it when teachers are talking.

School Presentation

Well.. Today we had a presentation in the gym, it was a presentation of 4 People 2 guys and 2 girls they were on there 4Th show going around B.C. doing shows in Elementary schools and high schools. The show was a Hip-Hop based band it was a great show for being an underground style band. Well i think it was a pretty good show and i wouldent mind listnening to there music again.

Terry Fox Day

Wel today is the terry for day/run at school and so far it has been a easy going day with evrything. I am not looking forword to the run tho it is kinda chilly out today and its going to be a long walk/run if i run at all i really dont think i will then after the run is prety much school is over so i am probably going to stay in town and hang ot since it is the weekend..WHAHOO......

NEW FAMILY

WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......... my cousin had her kid liek 2 weeks ago and i cant belive how big he is, he is 9 pounds 11 ounces. OMG WUT that is so big!! his name is john lucas beka and he is the cutest kid i have seen in a long time hes a little porkchop HAHA. well i cant say much about him being fat i was a big boy to altho i cant say much anymore AH scrondog haha anyways ill re post on how the baby is another day..

Toung Peirced

Well....last Tuesday I got my tounge pierced, and weirdly enough it didn't hurt as much as i though it was going to. Well my tounge swelled up like a baloon and I could'nt talk properly all week it was very funny and todd, nicole, jane, teri and some other people were bugging me becuase I could'nt talk properly that was very mean but oh well i guess i cant talk propely now so i am happy.

Weekend

Well friday is a Pro-D-Day since a bunch of kids are goin to the bardon the beach play and the kids who arn't goin to bard on the beach get friday of gonna be so fun other then the fact i have to just chill out cuz of my toung. well this is als i can think of writeing so bye

Wicked Jester

Well wicked jester is the best clothin site i ahve ever seen and if it works out well i am gonna buy so much cloths from the it will be so sweet the site is www . wicked jester . com it is a great site and i leik all the clothing ( they also have some funny shirts witch i think ALOT fo the kids in this school would think are funny

School wide write

SOOO............ we had the stupid school wide write the other day and it wasn't as bad as all the others we actually had a good topic....if you could do anything you wanted what would you do... well i wrote about traveling to Mexico, driving of course and yeah that's about it, i didn't write that much but oh well. Well this is all for this post..........................

Summer.........school

....Summer...so summer was a exciteing summer had alot of fun and went to Williams lake only Twice(i made myself Proud) and other then Williams lake it was Great....School...So it is the first day of school and so far so good classes ain't that bad. Having the school a grad 7-12 school is pretty different and it's weird being in grad 12 being the older people in school.