Monday, June 16, 2008

well this is the last of it..!!!!!

well I graded on the weekend (June 13/14) and it was an awesome time. I am really happy that i graduated and got it all over with but i am also very sad that i wont be going to school any more since it has been a yearly type normal thing since i was a youngster. well i guess its a new start to my life and all good times should keep on rolling. Well i think i will have a good time being out of school ( i don't really like it) but it will be good being out and haven the time to work and make something great out of my life and make a family all that junk. the song i walked to during grad was shine down - simple man. i am pretty sure it was a remix of a Lennard skinerd song.
well this will be my last post ever and i hope everyone the best of luck in the future and too all have a good life



Shinedown - simple man - lyrics


Mama told me when I was young Come sit beside me, my only son And listen closely to what I say.And if you do this It will help you some sunny day.Take your time... Don't live too fast,Troubles will come and they will pass.Go find a woman and you'll find love,And don't forget son,There is someone up above.(Chorus)And be a simple kind of man.Be something you love and understand.Be a simple kind of man.Won't you do this for me son,If you can?Forget your lust for the rich man's gold All that you need is in your soul,And you can do this if you try.All that I want for you my son,Is to be satisfied.(Chorus)Boy, don't you worry... you'll find yourself.Follow you heart and nothing else.And you can do this if you try.All I want for you my son,Is to be satisfied.(Chorus)

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

AXIS 1ST STEP PROGRAM

May 4Th to may 29 i was in axis first step program it is a rehab place in Kamloops B.C. for drugs and alcohol it was the greatest month i have had in a long time it was really good i learned ALOT and i feel ALOT better now i graduated on may 29Th and it was a really fun time. if anyone is thinking they need help to quit drugs or alcohol i recommend axis first step program.

Monday, April 14, 2008

SABAC FIGHT UNTIL THE END LYRICS

all about police brutality good good song also


SABAC FIGHT UNTIL THE END LYRICS

Dem' shoot at us Turn around and deny it. People on the streets are dying. We must come together Fight depression and pull de pressure On de system that tries to diss us, tries to hurt us, and tries to kill us. We don't win, we fight again. We gwon fight until the end, until the end, We fight until we win, until we win. (Sabac) Unjustified shootings, fatal chokins, severe beatins, Police attack the innocent without fair reason. Precincts are full of cowards abusin authority. Minorities abuse majority, people livin in poverty. Priority, is them doing right by the nation but large parts of it's been human rights violation. Tired of being patient waitin for internal affairs to show. Improve this, the truth is, we've been burnin for years. Use your weapons, fight back kid, that's how the game goes. My boy Kevin got his skull cracked by pigs in plain clothes. They told him there's agress, if he doesn't stay calm, and proceeded to put cigarettes out in his palm. Now he can't think, he can't feel, Sometimes you gotta grab steel, blast, peal Before they sentence you and serve your last meal. I know fightin back is easier said then actin Let's start movin forward and stop steppin backwards. (Chorus) Dem' shoot at us Turn around and deny it. People on the streets are dying. We must come together Fight depression and pull de pressure On de system that tries to diss us, tries to hurt us, and tries to kill us. We don't win, we fight again. We gwon fight until the end, until the end, We fight until we win, until we win. (Immortal Technique) On the day, me and Sabac Red, drop dead, knocked by the feds, Or get shot with a glock in the head Like the.. bloods on the corner, the block'll be red And like the passion of Christ, there'll be alot to be said Fuck a protest in the street wit all of my peeps My soul will never let a crooked cops family sleep. And you'll never find peace, even them retired men. Like imma do to all yo cops that turned into firemen. I'll give you trojan lyin in the sleepin hypnosis, Nightmares about drownin in the ocean erosions. Molested by dead bodies full of worms and locousts. But the insects are nothing when the judgement approaches. Call my spirit the coldest, you say that I'm bitter But I'm sick of cops callin me a spic and nigga. And you pigs probably wont get the message I write you, Cuz the industry is racist, mother fuckers just like you. (Chorus) Dem' shoot at us Turn around and deny it. People on the streets are dying. We must come together Fight depression and pull de pressure On de system that tries to diss us, tries to hurt us, and tries to kill us. We don't win, we fight again. We gwon fight until the end. (Sabac) Not everyone is built for war when it comes to cops and Fear plays a part so I'll inform you of your options. Get the names and badges of cops from the precinct Show your face in the street so police know you decent. Keep them on their toes take flicks and videos Impose injustices cuz them clips can be gold. Hold a coalition in your buildin, a new movement, Raise cash, start a civilian review unit. Be aware of wrong doings, inform your whole alliance. Write the senator to put a end to the cold and silence. Let's unite fight back know our rights watch the government. Apply better laws and enforce harsher punishment, For pigs who beat kids for no apparent reason. We acted on the defense while battlin the precinct. If the system wont respond to your truth and facts, Bear arms, they've been warned, retaliate and shoot back. (Chorus) Dem' shoot at us Turn around and deny it. People on the streets are dying. We must come together Fight depression and pull de pressure On de system that tries to diss us, tries to hurt us, and tries to kill us. We don't win, we fight again. We gwon fight until the end, until the end, We fight until we win, until we win.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

lyrics by HEP PE

sucha good song when you are pissed off at people and thinkt hey can goto hell.!


Walk On By lyrics by hed PE

Walk on by
Dont waste your time

The door is openIt's sublime"The waters fine"Don't drown in the liesThat the matrix constructsTo cover up the lightA day in the life of a corporate avengerWho god sent to offend yaAll day and all fucking nightBorn to ride, Down for lifeI'll be down for whateverBetter treat me right

Just walk on byDont waste your timeYou'll never know meAnd this life of mineJust walk on byDont waste your timeYou'll never control meAnd this life of mine


The gods have spokenIn written wordThe books are openBut few have heardWhat the mystery teachingsAre waiting to igniteAnother day in the life ofthe peoples defenderWhom god sent to avenge yaAll day and all fucking nightBorn to ride, Down for lifeI'll be down for whateverBetter treat me right

Just walk on byDont waste your timeYou'll never know meAnd this life of mineJust walk on byDont waste your timeYou'll never control meAnd this life of mine

What a shameWe're reading all the wrong books in vainIt's a sin, such a crimeWe dance to all the wrong songs in timeWE'LL HAVE TO DECIDE

You will never take control of meI wont let you take control

Get up, get upMind your own fucking business

Check it out manYou do what you doI'm gonna do what im gonna doI'm really not looking for any trouble manSo just leave me alone, alright?FUCK OFF

Just walk on byDont waste your timeYou'll never know meAnd this life of mineJust walk on byDont waste your timeYou'll never control meAnd this life of mine

FUCK YOUYou cant control me

You will never take control of meI wont let you take control

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

hahaha i have to write about this

hahhaha ok not that funny but still gotta chuckle about it. ok well my dad went to camp at the begining of spring break up north and i guess like 4 days into it his truck got stolen ( he never new cuz when they goto camp they park their trucks and driven in a crummy) but anyways the cops ended up finding it the other day and called my mom and told us what had happend. all the windows are smashed out of it the ignition is riped out( to steal it) and who knows what els is wrong since it was stolen and when popl steal things that arnt theirs usualy means they dont treat it to well. but anywyas it is kinda funny in a way(lucky basterds are lucky my dad wasent there either since there woulda been someone getting hurt since it woulda been a whole buncha fallers AAHH haha.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Never Back Down .movie.


Jake Tyler (Sean Faris) is just a kid desperate to fit in. After moving with his family to Orlando, FL, Jake has a tough time making friends, but he goes to a party after being invited by one of his hot classmates (Amber Heard). He's challenged to a fight at the shindig and is swiftly beat down by a bully (Cam Gigandet). Completely humiliated, Jake is then introduced into the world of mixed-martial-arts fighting, where a tough teacher (Djimon Hounsou) takes him under his wing
MY FAVORIT MOVIE OF ALL TIME BEST EVER

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Kelowna.

Well after i grad(Hopefuly I do) My Brother offfered me to go live with him in kelonwa ( if i get into the collage there) yes it is alot but im really hopeing it works out since i like am prety much inlove with kelowna it is probly my favorit place to be anytime. Around july someitme my brother and his g/f Jenn are moven back there so i will stay with them if i get into the OC(okanogan Collage) untill i grad and start working and have money saved up ) if it all goes right its going to be a big change for me since ill be liven with my real brother Justin and his g/f its jsut going to be VERY WEIRD............ well ill write back on a later date to say if i am or not :P

Monday, February 25, 2008

tattoo

Well i almost have my dad convinced to let me get my tattoo this spring break it is going to be of an angle with its wings curled around her kinda i really cant wait ( and then eventually i am going to get " only god can judge me" and a cross under ( so it looks like the angle sitting on it ( i really really cant wait till i cant get it all it is going to be a 3 hour job and cost around 400 450$$ so i really cant wait :)

Friday, February 22, 2008

Spring Break

Well Spring break is comen on its way pretty dam fast ( so it feels) and i am SO FRICKEN EXCITED i really can hardly wait. This spring break we get 2 weeks off its gonna be so dam fun i am either going to Vancouver to see my brother and Jenn(his g/f), go to Kelowna with some friends for a couple nights OOORRR if i can talk my mom into it I'm gonna try and get my tattoo on spring break AAHHH that would be better then van/Kelowna put together. well i will write about spring break again and what happended AFTER it happens.

Weekend (feb 22)

This weekend I am going to Kamloops to get my Grad pictures. I hope that they turn out right since i never even though i was never going to make it, ACTUALLY i wasn't gonna make it on time when i was living in Williams Lake. I really cant wait to graduate since i can finaly leave this lil tiny town AAHHH i havent lived here that long and I am already insane i swear HAHA.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

weeken

OK.... well this weekend was sssooooooo hectic like OMFG haha friday went to kamloops and orderd my tux for grad(hopefuly i make it) and went to the doctors and got some X-Rays and then went to D.N.A. tattoos and got my tatttoo looked at and im going in to get it june 28 ( my b-day ) or sooner and i cant wait and then i was talken to famly about it and its gonna end up as a FULL back peice artwork i am going to add a full back peice cross so the angle will be sitting on it. Got home and my anty cindy was here and it was her 50th b-day party and maddy and angie came over too adn then saturday evryone ended up here and it was so so so so much fun ( messed up my hand again GTing OPS and there was alot of ppl here and it was jsut so fun. i really want wait to do that again.

:) :) :) YAY

YAY i am sooo in love with lukas... my cuzins like couple month old baby. He is the Cutest dam baby i have seen he is jsut so god dam funny. my famly was here this weeknd and its prety much first time i really kinda got to see him and yay i cant wait till next time hes aswem:).

Monday, January 28, 2008

today....

well today is the last day of first semester adn my god it is great so happy to be outa some classes and be in a new ones be a good change i hope but for now i guess finish this day of and since i have no exams i am gonna have a nice good ruffly week off of school :) i am so happy i get it im gonna probly be the lazyest person alive if i can :)

home

well after not being home that much lately i have gotten to really like it i really cant wait to move out, for the past couple days i have been hanging out wit mah cuz and ya i rather being otua the house this much i was Starten to get VERY VERY VERY sick of my house...well i cant wait to move it will be a good time but anyways bye for now

Monday, January 14, 2008

newyears

Well new years was freeken AWESOME it was so amazing since i spent 8 days in William's lake. i had the most fun i ever could have had. Went snowmobiling and partying and chillen with friends it was just great time.

Christmas

Christmas was prety much the best xmas i have had in a long time, since i am hopeing it iwll be my last christmas in clinton WAHO i jsut have to say i wont miss it when i leave :).